10:09 PM
Saturday, May 31, 2008
4:59 PM
Friday, May 30, 2008
Why is everyone so frikking annoying and soooo un-understanding... first it was dwyer who said music is boring and piano is boring all you do is practise the same thing.. then its mrs trigg who refused to let me learn viola PROPERLY and she would teach me the same stuff week after week.. then its MY MUM!!! fat shit.. doesnt let me learn viola now.. when i finally get a PROPER teacher in school and i dont have to pay anything... GR!!!!!!!!! why is it soo hard to just play a frikking instrument!!! and i still cant go for the camp :( even if i suggest that i pay all of it.. well i have two ways atm:
1) to get my dad to talk to mum
2) to get mr wise to psycho mum..
note the word psycho.. mr wise is soo good at that.. :)
9:54 PM
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Why cant i go to state music camp!! i WANT to go.. cos the conductor is AWESOME and its gonna be really great! but i cant.. cos i dont vacuum my room enough -.-" like what a waste of electricity... stupid mums theory.. OMG you cant even handle the vacuuming your room once a week how to go to state music camp! what a shitload of SHIT! well let me tell you.. i can handle anything its just that i DONT want to handle the damm vacuuming cos theres nothing to suck up in my room.. and one more thing you should also vacuum your room YOURSELF and not get US to do it.. and while youre vacuuming please suck up that HUGE piece of shit, YOU! GRRRRR stupid senseless reasons.. and when i make my point you say oh i dont want to talk to you go away before you make me angry i SCREEAAAMMM at you!!! and then i said.. well thats cos you ran out of arguments eh.. and then you crack it :) i must say that was fun heh..
anyway, today was okay.. quite sleepy and lethargic cos of the physio.. i swear he touched 6 spots on my back and they all ache like shit! and the worst thing was he pressed and pressed at those spots for AGES until i couldnt feel the pain anymore.. so i guess tis good then? and after physio went to school for science comp and i SWEAR i made soo many mistakes.. i could just sniff it when i came out. Then michelle and i compared answers and im sure i got around 7 mistakes out of 45... quite bad for an easy paper,, especially the start.. last year i got back my results and looked at the percentages... 99% of the people got that easy qn right, then i think of the stupid 1% of them.. yeh this year im that one percent.. stupidly made that mistake hah! how easy it is to fall for their dirty tricks :P
Yippee tomorrows a friday and im getting accompanied to school! :D:D:D:D:D hehe!! viola lessons! bahh im gonna psycho mr wise to ring mum and tell her off.. for making me miss this "golden" opportunity.. hah!
yesyes no more tuition for 3 weeks yippee! i m getting sooo sick of doing the same stuff in chem.. cant someone set me a HARD exam.. that i have to crack my head cos thats interesting and fun to do! not those stupid boring neap ones.. where my tutor goes: take your time its an EASY paper. and i shake my head and know that im gonna make HEAPS of careless mistakes.. so i HOPE that this years June exam for Chemistry is DIFFICULT as SHIT! :) and i ll wing it!
sigghh spesh sac on tuesday, chem sac on friday to tuesday, SHIT thats tomorrow!! arghhh okay.. well crap i havent studied anyway :) im okay with chem i guess and english sac TOMORROW!! CRAPP SUPER CRAPPP!!!!! hah im too lazy to even do my spesh hwk.. im still stuck on antidifferentiation theres just too many ways to do one problem and I DONT LIKE IT! well i ll still have to live with it i guess.. damm spesh..
anyway.. goodnight!
Congrats to doggy who topped the class for physics!! :D
6:16 PM
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
OMG its dinner time and im still sooo fulL! i swear my tummy is exploding.. i had yummy fish and chips for lunch today with nice nice ice cream at cold rock!! :U:U:U that was the best.. but then i came home and mum gave me a plate of rice and curry to eat.. and now i feel tooo full and she yelled at me for not finishing food and said she wont cook me dinner so i happily went to do my work and watched a movie.. who knows.. its dinner time now and i have a massive plate of food to eat up :(:(:( what happen to poor starving children in Africa? CAN I NOT EAT SOOO MUCH!!!!! omgomgomg *hangs*
9:29 PM
Monday, May 26, 2008
Somewhere
There's a place for us,
Somewhere a place for us.
Peace and quiet and open air
Wait for us
Somewhere.
There's a time for us,
Some day a time for us,
Time together with time spare,
Time to learn, time to care,
Some day!
Somewhere.
We'll find a new way of living,
We'll find a way of forgiving
Somewhere . . .
There's a place for us,
A time and place for us.
Hold my hand and we're halfway there.
Hold my hand and I'll take you there
Somehow,
Some day,
Somewhere!
9:06 PM
Dont read it
theres the stupid english test tomorrow.. and frikking music in the morning have to wake up early.. today had good 7 hours of chemistry.. GRRRRRRRRRRR im going insane!!!!!! and eugenes being a fucking pain in the arse keeps demanding his way at MY expense.. and sooo fucking demanding.. what a piece of shithead.. and then my mum keeps giving in o him.. and my frikking karate class was 615 to 715!!! not 630 till 750 today!!! and i got home at 8pm and i have t done anything.. well i dont feel like studying now.. feel like killing someone.. and mum keeps bugging me about her latest shopping and please find this holiday house for her friend.. OMG how hard is it to just google the NAME!!!! why are people so bloooody dumb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! freaking pissing me offff!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
feels sooo good to type out everything!
10:49 PM
Saturday, May 24, 2008
omg today was soooo tiring.. i woke up at 650 to please the lil brother who had hockey at MHS at 800 and i reached the city sooo early there was only 2 pple there then.. and that was after i decided to take the city loop train and walk down st kilda road.. well the trams were out of service AGAIN cos they were doing some work on it -.-" stupid really i dont see a difference... anyway MYM was fun, i played the majors today.. which was quite a change from the little kids.. :) more entertaining.. and my mum rang me TWICE in rehearsal and it was really short so i thought it was a text.. and it kept ringing really short and b4 i had a chance to react it was cut off.. so then i got reallly annoyed.. and then my mum and dad went over to dads friends new office in melbourne.. sydney friend just flew in in the morning.. and then we decided to go for lunch at lygon street... and he kept saying that i looked like mum.. and i was sooooo ANGRY! its soo yuck to look like mum.. i just dont wanna look ANYTHING like mum.. so friiggging annoying.. but then hes saying.. ahhh she looks soo goodd! so i was really happy.. leave out the mum bit :P and lunch was awesome.. at the italian restaurant.. even though it was LATE and LONGGGG!!! but it was bloating and filling.. and yummy :) tried some authentic Italian food, like the antipasto.. which was yummy and weird.. haha and then i had lamb shanks.. well the adults ate the meat and i had the bone :) my favouriteee!! but it was soo oily! omg that italian food.. all the pasta left behind soo much oil and stuff.. i felt like puking it allll out.. and before lunch we went to koko black and i had ice chocolate cos i was hungry.. and then i felt bloated and then went in the italian food.. and now i feel sick :( soo.. after lunch we went down to smith street boring as usual nothing nice there.. people are out to make money of you so dont bother shopping.. grrr wasnt worth my time there.. and by then it was 4pm and i still have spesh hwk, chem hwk, unichem prelab qns about a few more, and english sac on tues AND friday.. and i have to practise my viola and piano!!! and midyears coming up.. my parents seriously dont understand.. and tonight i had to go out for dinner again.. since 7 till 1030.. OMG at a chinese restaurant.. sooo frikking boring.. well there were some funny times.. but i mean 3 and a half hours of food.. with me having a sick stomach.. -.-" ahh well looks like no work done today.. and my eyes are closing.. goodnight!
9:09 PM
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
hmmm! i have to admit ive been really lazy to blog these few days... well today i had to wake up at 615 am.. AND YES!!! 615 AM!!!! to make sushi for my brothers for school.. then i took a nice stroll to school and it was the best morning ever.. except for the Chem SAC.. which was soo annoying! and i had to scribble all my evaluation of procedure out in the LAST minute.. which i did not complete needless to say, i didnt do it very well.. hmmmm and then we had english class in the computer room.. boring as usual.. oh and "us" won yesterday in the trivia quiz.. i called our team US... and Ms Mills haven't given us our prize yet... then recess and i tried to change my careers counseling appointment earlier cos i cbs staying on Wednesday.. and then ms carter was soo happy! that i actually bothered to change it and she happily gave me an earlier spot.. and then Teresa came up to me and told me that nick was sick so no piano rehearsal so i still have to stay past period 4 when i CAN go home!!! so then i was such a good girl... practiced my piano in school and then went off to see carter... and she was about 15 minutes late.. cos keira was taking up ALL her time.. so yeh. and i had to wait out side with some bunch of rowdy year 10 kids and the yugioh group.. and and when i asked what they were playing this lil kid said: you gay whore.. -,-"" felt like slapping him across the face anyway.. carter did help a little bit.. well her book helped actually and she told me of ANU which i might consider going there :) anyway i don't mind doing pharmaceutical science.. kinda like chemistry more than other sciences.. so why not! and if i cant get into med i can always transfer in or sit the post grad exam into ANU and eventually become a doctor... oh well.. and carter went overtime with me too! and lisa had to wait for ages.. but im sure she didn't mind.. ESL time for her was just cut short ehh? :) so i slowly walked back home after.. and decided to slack on the couch and finish the movie bros started the other day... and it was quite touching actually but the storyline sucks quite a long The First Sunday. and i had a nice cup a soup! chicken and mushroom with croûtons yummm! and later parents came home.. and i was restricted of my freedom had to do some work so i got my spesh homework done! yippee.e... until now i still haven't bothered doing any chemistry homework i think i shall sleep right about now! goodnight!
8:42 PM
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
dwyer was really angry with us today.. even scolded lauren... thankfully not much of his comments were aimed at me.. even though he knew i wasnt paying attention haha!!! unichem today was alright.. easy peasy stuff.. yippeee! im soo slack now.. cbs blogging.. haha! i shall take some nice random pics and upload soon! yay! and its 845.. i need to shower and sleeep zzzz my eyes are closssinnng!!!! snore snore snore.. :)
9:13 PM
Sunday, May 18, 2008
hmm havent blogged ages.. and i cant really think of what ive been doing..
friday:
started learning viola again! had my lessons at recess and viola is soooo fun! and dwyer said something really mean.. he said that to get good results I have to do the "hack work" like doing lots and lots of questions etc.. and then he said.. like piano players they dont like to practise.. and only like to perform thats the reason why they work so hard anyway.. and its boring to practise for hours and hours.. and i felt like SLAPPPPING him across the face.. its like me telling him.. so you dont like to teach and its boring cos you do the same thing every year.. and you only get your fame when the students do the work for you and thats worst!!!! grrrr *slap* apart from that.. friday went okay..
Saturday:
went down to the city for music. bros had hockey game at hawthorn hockey ground and dad wanted to send me to the city.. instead of the nearest train station which was kooyong.. and when we were approaching st kilda road there was this sign that said.. st kilda road CLOSED!! due to tram repair works.. -.-"" so i had to get dad to turn around and drop me off at south yarra and eventually took the same time.. oh well.. but when i got to the city.. i had to walk around the tram works to get to VCA cos the closed up the junction of st kilda and the road outside VCA!! so i was drenched and freezing in the morning rain.. and i had to walk far.. :( so then after vca.. it was still freezing and cold decided to go to prahran market to walk about.. and it was kinda interesting and all.. but then i gave up and decided to go back home cos it was tooo cold X) then practised piano and viola! and at night i watched 27 dresses! and it was around 1100 and the movie was ending.. and mum came out! outta nowhere.. and i thought she was gonna scold me.. for sneaking around watching a movie.. she walked out into the living room.. and totally didnt see me!!!!!!! :D:D:D i escaped... yippee!
Sunday:
hmm today woke up at 10am and bummed around played piano for 2 hours this morning then went for lunch at Box Hill and bro bought a PSP game for 30 bucks.. -.-" and in the box there was this tiny cd thats it.. and its hard to believe that its 30 bucks seeing that the game is old as hell... then we did some grocery shopping and went back home.. i watched P.S i love you. and it was soo touching.. siggghhhh and then ate dinner.. showered and watched part of another movie first sunday or sth.. and mum said shut down.. so now im stuck on the comp. and my school website is down and the stupid chem sac on monday and i m totalllly not prepared! first i dont have the instructions, second i dont have my book! grrrr....... time to sleep! gdnight!
9:21 PM
Thursday, May 15, 2008
10:13 PM
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
and i would just like to add.. that thanks to the lil doggy i have to walk to school ALONE tomorrow :(:(:(:(:( snifff..... hmpH!!!!!!!
10:02 PM
RECITAL NIGHT:
tonight went okay. i went to school from 630 till 10pm and it was really interesting.. i didnt even feel bored or anything the performances were quite nice actually :) surprising for a government school music program.. its excellent! so practised with claire for about 45minutes before people started strolling in.. and we managed to play quite reasonable well! haha! and it didnt drag or anything.. then had to play a duet with Nick.. and he kept rushing.. cos it was nerves eh.. haha! and he just wont coooool downnnN!!! hahaha... funny little kid but we played pretttty good too! thats what practises are for.. :) and then there were a few guitar solos and 2 drum solos well done to everyone! and then came my solo.. and i stuffed up the first bit soooo BADLY! and i NEVER do that!!! omgomgomg *stab* but people didnt realise though.. i guessed i must have covered it up pretty well :) but still unacceptable for me. and im gonna work harder next time.. and PERFECT it! i was actually really shocked the schubert came out soooo magically wonderful! i guess its the spirits of music bringing out the songs eh... :D:D:D:D and then there was martins mum i think that came up to me and told me i played well and so did claires mum! yippeee! Fingers crossed i passed WELL.. seeing that theres only pass or fail... eeeeks! must must remember to pick up the recorder tomorrow technical work test!! and unprepared performance EEEEEEK! and tuition tooooo... noooooooooooo
TODAY:
hmmm i woke up at 8 actually and i dont know why.. its probably cos of my body clock already doing its adjusting to my normal 10 to 8 sleeping times.. hehehee so i decided to sneak out and watch phantom of the opera! and it was AWESOME!! now i know why people want to watch it soo badly.. it was freeeaaakkinggg awesome! the play is soo well designed and the story and the music.. all sooo goood! then later i had breakfast.. and practised like crazy for the recital.. and it paid off... :) but then i had a physio appointment and the physio did my hands and elbow and neck and shoulders and now its all stiff and sore.. but thankfully didnt affect me.. or the next time i ll complain badly when i see him hah! then later came back home did some UMAT practises watched the depressing news.. the bad things happening around the world.. all UNBELIEVABLE... thanks to whoever who let me stay in australia :P then had a little short nap and headed off to school! yes.. so thats my day... and a wonderful day indeed :) gdnight!
9:30 PM
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
OMG my comp keeps hanging! and the printer keeps spoiling and im sooo tired and angry.. so i shall not blog today :( and i wanna sleeeep! unichem was fun i actually learnt something :P and i found my sec 1 photos! ahahaha... :) byebye
9:25 PM
Monday, May 12, 2008
okay.. i promised to blog about grading.. here goes all my rant: hmm warm ups.. yes! we had to do soo much jumping for at least 5 minutes of JUMPING! and i could feel my lunch coming up my throat again.. and its grading so i cant stop to take a break.. and then we had to go through the basics., after 2 punches, this meanie lady made us go into sumo stance which hurtttss badly.. for not responding loud enuff -.-" annoying.. then after another 2 rounds of punches, sumo stance AGAIN! super idiotic.. so yeh basics was boring as usual and stupid senseis were trying to make us go faster but i was way too lazy hahah! saving my energy for sparring.. then we had stretches by this black belt.. and this guy could do a box split! omgomgomg.. his butt was nearly touching the flooor! sooo flexible! hahaha..well i had a problem stretching hehe:P then we had to go through kicks and combinations the combinations sensei was pretty lenient and nice on us :D so then it was kata.. and there was only 4 yellow belts and it was SOOOO nerve wrecking.. and i swear i was gonna forget my second kata :P oops but i did it well anyway but sensei brett wasnt happy at allL! well hes never happy apparently we re all tooooo slack.. :P lazy in other words to put in any effort at all hahah! then we had to spar.. and i was paired up with this blue belt.. zzzzz hes sooo frigggin talll! and then next i had a red belt OLD guy.. and he was mean.. he kept slapping my hand even if im only blocking.. so he ll slap my hand away and punch me in the face.. and its NO CONTACT.. and i was soo tempted to kick him in there.. but haha.. :) i was nice.. but i did bash him up.. well tried to.. but i succeeded in making him use up ALL his energy.. for sensei brett to give him a good bashing! hahahah! it was soo funny when he got bashed up.. he looked sooo shit tired.. and sensei brett was kicking the crap outta him and once he collapsed on the floor after sensei tripped him.. hahahaha! and there was this lil brown belt kid and he was GOOD as.. but he still got bashed up not as badly as the guy though cos he could at least fight back and punch the sensei back.. but he got tripped on the floor (as usual) and punched in the tummy.. owwww i think i might just stop at green belt or better still orange :D and today our senseis were really angry cos grading was really bad last night :( and we had a torturing class today.. not hard torture but BORING torture.. and i could just fall asleep but at least there was sparring today.. and PHEWW i did not spar the big guy.. hahaha! today in class was really slack i wagged my music class aural one with graham.. zzzz and so i had a couple of frees today.. was working on my unichem stuff! omg once in a lifetime :P and then i had my yummy soupy recess.. and then free again.. and then spesh. and lauren was packing up a good 5 minutes before the bell.. and ms foreman came by.. and said.. why are you packing up? dont you feel like working anymore? at least pretend that youre working.. like eddie he puts his pen in his mouth and pretends that hes thinking really hard whenever i walk past when hes still stuck on the same qn the whole class :):):) OMGOSH that was HILARIOUS!! hahahaha! and then i had a nice sushi lunch and piano rehearsal with nick.. and then yummy sushi lunch.. and then CHEM zzz dwyer was way too random today.. chris was asking about the jurassic park situation, whats stopping the scientists from taking the blood of mozzies that sucked the dinosaurs blood.. and DNA testing that and replicating another dinosaur.. and after some mumbles dwyer said "maybe the dinosaurs did it" WTH??? super random.. anyway its time to sleep gotta go to school early tomorrrow!!! cant wait ;)
9:31 PM
Sunday, May 11, 2008
i promise i shall post tomorrow about my grading this aft.. have to finish my spesh hwk for now! byebye!
11:38 AM
Ode to Pluto:
I heard it on the news this morning,
Pluto's not a planet anymore.
And when it all sank in i felt confused
Things would not be as they were before.
You first emerged in Nineteen thirty;
When clyde tombaugh spotted you in space
And you were named by a young British girl
What big rock could ever take your place?
You'll always be a planet to me, Pluto
You're the coolest icy mass in the galaxy
Your orbit is eccentric and Neptune's path may intersect it.
But you'll always be a planet to me.
Now you ve been labeled a dwarf planet.
Scientists have said youre just too small
You're even smaller than the earth's own moon.
But that's never bothered me at all.
Some people say that you seem distant
Three point six billion miles from the sun
I like to think of you as just far out.
In my heart youre always number one
You'll always be a planet to me, Pluto.
You hole such a special place in astronomy.
You may have been demoted but I will always be devoted.
Oh you'll always be a planet to me.
Mercury and Venus are two amazing planets.
Earth and Mars and Jupiter are fine.
Saturn and Uranus and Neptune are great,
but why do we have to stop at eight?
You'll always be a planet to me, Pluto.
From your orbit to your mass, you;re every quality.
Theres no way to resist them, cause you still rock my solar system.
And you'll always be a planet to me.
10:58 AM
yay! its mother's day today! gave mum a white scarf i bought from valleygirl and she likes it!!! omg NO complains.. oh wait.. one teeny one.. whites not her colour -.-" anyway it s something that stands out in her cupboard so farr :P hehe and then i have grading today.. hope shes not late.. or i ll get kicked out :( and i hope i dont fail either :( sigghh finally finished chem! omgomg last night we had a mothers day dinner with aunty gn and kids and they were sooo cute as usual :P and jin was sooo playful.. and dinner was at sofias! omg i feel fat now.. ate tooo much cheese and icecream.. and theres somemore in my freezer mint cornetto or rocky road cornetto. YUM! and we were late for dinner all cos of eugenes chem tuition.. but it was HILARIOUS.. the tutors house was on this no through road and pple were celebrating mothers day yeh. so there were two cars that parked on both sides of the road.. and it was impossible to squeeeze through.. so mum parked behind those cars and i happily watched other pple squeezed through to pick up their kids from tuition.. the funniest bit was.. after tuition there was about 4 cars leaving at once all trying to squeeze through the gap.. and someone got stuck half way.. LOL i dont see why they couldnt wait 20 ms down the road...big deal.. in the morning went to the city for music and the kids had a new song.. its called ode to pluto and it is very very cute! then after MYM headed off to MC to meet up with xi! :P had a yummy lunch and at little bourke street there was this strange thing of pple saying dont kill chinese pple in china? i think that was it... haha random picutres-- later. :P and then we walked around looking for a mothers day pressie for my mum and my bro actually liked the scarf i bought too.. well he was more on the cbf side.. :) friday.. hm i cant exactly rmbr much except for a normal day in school and me sleeeping early after that.. and a terrible neck ache yesterday too..
random:
7:49 PM
Thursday, May 8, 2008
haha another nice slow day.. well not exactly nice.. i was in a great deal of pain today.. woke up early.. and had chem tuition as usual and the test i did last week in a rush i got 94% wooohoo! and i beat the rest of his students :D and todays test was harder and more poorly done so i got 85% oh well.. not too bad but still theres room for improvement.. then i had piano lesson and i was telling myself.. i ll die i ll definitely get killed.. cos i didnt touch the piano AT ALL this week.. and im soo dead.. so i went into class manage to fake my nice playing.. and PHEWW i didnt get killed.. haha! yippee! but then the real pain.. physio in the afternoon.. zzz he poked me badly around the shoulder area and i knw it ll get better but then it was sooo painful and for the rest of the afternoon till NOW it still frigging hurts! sob sob.. nah i wont cry :P its not that unbearable it just makes me feel painful esp my elbow.. owwww.. oh yeh b4 the physio we saw jeanettes mum.. and she was soo excited to talk to my mum heh.. :) so she tagged along with me to go to breadtop to look for mum and they happily talked away about jeanette.. who was soo poor thing.. year 11.. she gave up percussion :@:@ now we dont have a decent group cept for claire THANKS! and then she has chem tuition, maths tuition, english tuition, flute lessons piano lessons etcetc.. and no sport.. -.-" poor gal.. and shes only in yr 11.. reminds me of all the parents in singapore.. as long as the kids arent doing well tuition is the solution to all academic problems.. thats not true! they dont even know if tuition will work.. and after sending their kids to tuition and parents happily pay up for it, the kids dont do well.. that drives the parents crazy.. GRR and then they blame it on stupid kids -.-" what a lousy excuse.. sigghh then i told jeanettes mum i had a good tutor and she immediately asked for his number -.-" how kiasuu... heheee then after that physio.. then home.. and i fell asleep again! and aunty GN left duck outside our house and i didnt even notice it till mum got home.. it was yummy! woohoo! and then had a nice dinner, nice shower and now i think i might just go to sleep.. tireddd..
8:02 PM
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Your EQ is 153
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Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.
Seriously though, your whole "Don't Worry, Be Happy" philosophy is really what defines emotional intelligence.
You're warm, open, and very optimistic. You know how to act appropriately, even if you don't feel like it.
You are a good communicator, and you have little difficulty with personal relationships - even when you're dealing with difficult people.
In general, you are successful, capable, together person. You get what you want out of life.
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What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to good manners and elegance.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.
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here i am feeling bored again.. i typed this post before.. then accidentally deleted it.. so i vaguely rmbr.. cos im getting old :( anyway here goes.. woke up this morning had over 8 hours of sleep but i was still SOOO lethargic! omgosh i couldnt even function properly.. without my eyes flashing in my face.. good thing school ended at 1230 and i went home and had a HUGE lunch haha and then fell asleep for 2 hours.. straight! until nadoon came over and woke me up GRRR oh well by then i had a serious cramp in my foot.. ow ow ow.. then i quickly took a shower.. day dreamed a little and soon it was dinner time.. then now im stuck with chem hwk.. i have to do it! have to do it... cos i keep telling myself its too easy so i cbs doing any.. but then i always end up making stupid mistakes.. and end up losing soo many marks.. and i keep practising but they keep coming its like im some stupid magnet for stupid mistakes dammit! and now im starting to think if it was worth it doing all those extra chem things.. spending so much time on chem when im gonna lose if all on stupid mistakes.. anyway im soo glad the formal tables worked out! and yippee we have 12 on our table! :U well now im off to watch resident evil extinction 3 and i know it came out a long time ago.. but now someone finally has it on limewire! yippeee! must download more.. anyone want anything in particular off limewire? im nearing my download day.. and still about 5GB away.. have to use it up in 2 days.. anyone i can please? :U byebye!
9:32 PM
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
OMG so many things happen today.. and i cbs typing it all out.. currently thinking of my nice hot shower.. when there isnt any hot water.. EFFING pissed.. stupid eugene used up ALL the hot water for his little miss princess shower.. that took an hour!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRR bish bish bish... and then i had to run out of the shower in the middle cos it was too cold.. but then i had to shiver for agess before the heater heated up.. GRRRR again.. and then came out and gave him a good yelling.. and all he said was ease up cool it.. OMG! slap! didnt even apologise! FAT SHIT!!!! okay.. before that.. in the car.. when mum picked me up from glenny she was like.. claudia i have something important to tell you..... (pause) (long pause) edmund broke your goggles.. and i said he will die when you come home.. then eugene came home this afternoon and said he will die also! and i burst out laughing!! lol it wasnt anything big. he broke it at the adjustment thingy.. when the rubber was getting really thin it snapped.. so i made it tighter and he still could wear it.. so meh.. and then before that was unichem we had chocolate biscuits and lemon cordial! i want moreee! more more more!! and we rushed soo many things in unichem.. and we were getting so bored in class so i started the cup writing.. hah! gotta find the pic.. somewhere in my phone.. haha.. i had district badminton today! it was sooo fun! just realised that im going backwards in my post but anyway.. yeh badminton! fun as!!! and we won!! and we werent allowed to eat in the hall so tam was hiding her apple in her shirt! hahahahahaaaaaa... and there was this really anoooying guy.. hit the thing soo damm hard.. and he said thats how he played.. -.-" so then i got angry and smacked him right above his head.. and think it hit him :) yippee! so glad that we won WITHOUT amy and janice!! and we took reallly funny pics with the flag.. got it hanging outta my shorts.. its soo funny! i ll find the pic sometime.. haha! okay time for my hot shower.. seeeyaaa!!
The girls badminton district flag!
cup writing:
It was a conversation between me and brenda!
and it says:
C:Hi!
B:Bye!
C:meanie
B:immature
C:asshole
B:grow up
C:like you?
NO WAY
haha! that was the funnnnnniest thing in chem class ever! ahahaha! <3
8:51 PM
Sunday, May 4, 2008
started on friday night.. when mum gave us heaps of veges for dinner... thats edmund eating ALL the veges -.-" look at the heap.. i had twice the amount.. mum made beef steak! yumm *poor michelle* on sat morning she ordered a beef brekkie roll from hungry jacks.. and pity it was BEEF! HAHAHAH then we had UMAT course till 1pm and then we had lunch.. in between we had a break and i was SOOO hungry!!!! omgosh.. yeh then later i had a twister roll from KFC for lunch.. and rushed back for the second bit.. and during the second break.. i ran outta foood!!! nooooo.. but after class we all had yummmy gelato at melb central so it was worth it after all.. the lecture was sorta useful.. sorta common sense.. and sorta boring.. :P Second day.. had to wake up EARLIER.. just to get there to do a 3 hour mock exam paper.. at the end.. it was like.. take back you paper and compare answers.. and discuss why you chose that option =.=" after 3 hours of hard work the least they could do was mark it for us.. and we ended up marking it ourselves! and i counted my score wrongly.. should have gotten more for the first section OH WELL! yeh and the stupid exam was soo long all i could concentrate on was my neck ache that was sooo bugging me.. after that.. we had yummy lunch at ajisen ramen! and we were practically running to ajisen cos we only had a pathetic one houjr for lunch better than yesterdays that was 45 minutes :( then after lunch we had some interview prep.. and my cookies turned soft! cos of the kueh i left in there.. though the kueh was realllly yummy! but it wrecked my cookies :( and michelle was busy stuffing taro bun in her mouth and eddie stuffed the WHOLE thing in hahaha! that was the funnnnies thing i ever saw! heh :P then we headed home after the UMAT and im dead tired.. well heres some pictures! yippeee!this was on saturday.. we finished at 5pm
and this was on sunday we finished at 4!
The beautiful scenery of RMIT
my messy room on friday -.-
Michelle LOVVVINNGG her lunch today!
Eddie running to Maccas
Our yummy lunch at Ajisen
6:08 PM
Friday, May 2, 2008
haha! today school was cool.. lunchtime was the best! it was raining though.. but i got my sausages! from the sausage sizzzle and they were yummmmy! then we were sitting around in the vce hall and i decided to get up for a walk.. walking round the tables.. and nearing the yellow bin.. and all of a sudden these boys chucked a ball and hit the bin and this guy jumped out of the bin.. and scared the shits outta me!!! *ahhh!* that was sooo funny though.. hehe :P and i had a yummy lunch! yes... and i ve finally paid for my school formal! suchhh a last minute thing.. remembered last night.. PHEWWWW.. then.. Lauren decided to go tooo!! so we went to pay up! yippee! now ill have a friend who will take dozens of pics with me! sigghhh now im bored again... havent been doing much these few days.. lost all my motivation my strength.. speaking of strength.. my arms and my back and my butt are about to give way... and i can just feel myself collapsing anytime soon.. and i dno why.. maybe its the lack of sleep i feel tired in the day but i just cant sleep at night! WHAT IS GOING ON!!! grrr... i think that i m definitely declining till today.. CHEM SAC!! 47.5/50! woooot! and the best bit was the "great conclusion" remark at the end made my day! until now i m still jumping up and down :P heheheheee ahh what a great day! i feel soo lazy i might just watch the phantom of the opera on dvd right now! oh wait its dinner.. byee!
10:24 PM
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Its been 2 hours since the last time mum tried to chase me off the comp.. lol i feel so cbs-ish today.. thats bad.. well i have to change my bedsheets then go to sleep and its already 10:23 and i can feel my eyes closing but i cbs getting out of my comfy chair to go do stufff. NOOO!!! *shakes head* oh well looks like i ll just have to keep on blogging then.. haha! anyway today was kinda boring had the usual chem tuition which i did 3 exam papers in 1.5 hours.. i was being naughty:P racing my tutor to see who could do them quicker.. well he had to mark them and he was SLOW!! hahaha! nice fun tutoring anyway.. didnt get toooo many wrong.. but they were ALL careless mistakes.. well im forgiven cos it was fun rushing through them XP then had piano lesson and i was in a cbs mood again! my fingers refused to run well! so i had to constantly smack myself to wake up.. =.=" yeh even my piano teacher saw me falling asleep and really reluctant to correct my pieces which i have to perform in 2 weeks time for my midyears exam in school! wahhhh :(:( then i came home for my yummy lunch porridge, salted egg and last night pork chops!! thats was the best! <3 haha! then slacked at home.. dling handphone games.. MORE handphone games.. my collection on my comp is about 50! whoohoo! and they are alll sooo fun! then went to school for badminton.. i swear its sooo effing cold.. i ran outta the house halfway till school and realised i was still early so decided to walk REALLY slowly.. and badminton was FUN!!! and i made the A team! dno who i kicked out.. probs bonnie or leena eeks sorrie! :P but finally A team!!!! haha! i m soo excited just hoping that i dont screw up the game.. after an hour.. and Ms cabble was LATE! so yeh.. then i went home and slacked.. peeled garlic for mum AGAIN.. and then went to safeways to pick up some junk food! and now i have cottage cookies in GIANT size... not those tiny ones that by bros have! whoopeee! and then spent 2 hours on the comp after dinner.. after watching 2 and a half men! OMG THAT SHOW IS AWEESOME! haha! and now im typing this blog post with my eyes about to close.. i was meant to go off about an hour ago.. but got distracted when xi came online -.-" ALL YOUR FAULT! :P nah i m REALLLY RELALLY lazy.. well thats the new me! hahaha! gdnight! and finally im gonna move my fat lazy ass to do something! and that is... SLEEP!