sigghh havent updated in ages.. looks like another dead blog to me.. :( hmph!

yay! watched what happens in vegas.. okay show. yeh.. karate time!

finally back from gold coast.. wouldnt wanna say much about my trip cept that it was a lil boring.. thank gosh there was the olympics.. or i would seriously screaaaammm.. one bro was crying all the time.. other bro wanted to buy heaps of stuff.. oh well.. finally over.. now i can get back into the swing of things and get started with my VCE... hate ballarat comp.. what a piece of shit. MEHHH!!!

sigghhh! ive been feeling really stressed out lately.. too stressed that ive been munching on chocolates like crazy and all my pimples are popping out! yuck! anyway.. ballarat tomorrow.. and i have this feeling that im totally gonna screw it up.. but then again.. i never screw anything up.. to do with piano.. that is.. cos usually.. i somehow manage to think and then pull everything together.. by chance. and so far it hasnt disappointed me.. but this time.. i have a sinking feeling in my heart.. and i just dont feel like going.. and i know this is the time that im gonna learn my lesson.. to practise WAY before any competition.. which will be a good lesson to learn especially before my final exam.. then again.. if i ace this.. i ll never learn an important lesson to practise before i go.. yes speaking of practise.. today.. piano for about 5 hours!!! crazy as.. never before.. usually before amus exam it was 4 hours but that was school holidays.. and now today.. a perfect day for slacking.. and yet i practised 5 hours.. oh well.. and still have LOADS of hwk to do.. wish i went to monash today :(

-- Chem qns and slides
-- Spesh exercises.. and checkpoints
-- PACK GOLD COAST THINGS!!
-- PACK MY STUFF TO BALLARAT!!
-- do English cuttings journal
-- yes find some MORE articles
-- and do another ESSAY..
-- check in 24 hours before flight. *hopefully dad remembers*
-- hurry up get PR..
-- SLEEP!! yes.. finally...

tomrrow have to wake up at 4.. leave house at 445.. for my bros flights to Gold Coast at 630.. yes.. 2 of the lil brats are GONE! yes.. but i dont feel the slightest bit happy.. cos im gonna be totally humiliated at ballarat.. and the adjudicator.. is this awesome person.. that has STACKS of experience and.. and hes gonna pick on me :(:(:( wish i didnt do my research on him.. but its usually good to know a lil about the adjudicator.. sigghhh not in my case.. oh well sleep time! goodnight!
If i sleep now (748 pm) i get roughly 8 hours of sleep.. maybe a lil less.. hmmmmm..

had SOOO much fun today!!! life goes sooo quickly when im having fun! and yet sooo slowly when youre not around :D hehe..

yay! its time for an official update here.. not like i have a lot of time anyway.. just finished washing a STACK of dishes from dinner.. and they all just chucked it on the table to dry up.. practically had to swallow that beef steak.. haha and i eat slow.. hmmm and then after this.. i need a shower.. and btw i had dinner at 445.. cos the lil bum needed to play hockey tonight at 6.. -.-" continuing the list of hwk i have to do:
--Chem test (bloody frikking million pages LONG, take home test stupid.. but thanks for the time dwyer took to create it for us.. totally UN---UN-----UN----UNnecessary..
--English "work requirement" essay.. yeh bullshit..
--practise piano..
--practise viola
--pack my bag for goldcoast
--study for chem sac.. yeh right.. as if!


hehe i cant believe i nearly stuffed up todays prac AGAIN.. didnt read.. stuffed up the last one.. we forgot to continue measuring after the power supply was cut off.. and i just chucked out the water inside.. oops! and today.. i poured the wrong thing into the caloriemeter.. oops :P again.. haha no big damage.. but our results arent that great though.. hmm make them up? :) hah

And i was meant to go to badminton today.. and here goes that long story.. ms cabble put me as 4th so it means i will get subbed. cos they can only sub the 4th player sth.. didnt quite get what she said.. but i heard SUBBED.. so i didnt want to miss a day at school just to go and get subbed.. so i didnt go.. and then she showed me the list.. and LEENA this YEAR 11 girl was on it.. wth.. she doesnt even know who leena is.. (year 12) and she watches us at training.. and shes making this assumption that this leena girl is better than me (maybe) but she doesnt know who she is.. and what she said was.. oh leenas this other year 11 girl.. wtf? shows how much attention she really gives to us.. or maybe she just got bugged by some asian kids that want only "true" asians on the team.. wtf,, dont really care anymore.. i want to go to Ballarat!

and trash all the kids there in piano :P wheeeee!!! 250 bucks in it for me :P and then on friday flying off to GOLD COAST! for a holiday !!! well not technically a holiday.. its meant to be us following dad and mum there for a conference.. we dont exactly have a choice.. hahaha.. but it ll be super fun! and cruise.. with high tea? :):) sounds fun! yummy japanese food.. and nice cakes and ICECREAM!!! omgomgomg my stomach is practically begging for food right now.. even though i just finished my dinner.. haha

Yes, i shall update with some pics! my recent truffle maniac day, which tastes absolutely YUMMY :):) anyone want the recipe? :)




hehe sooo.. thats it! looking forward to next week.. must practise hard for piano! its everything to me now :) its all that i have left.. :D:D:D:D

hmm a real quick update, really busy lately, just had to book about 5 transactions, 4 actually but in the end dad wanted me to book didnt really mind booking but the thing is that credit card fee is sooo much! just to pay by credit card, every transaction is about 4 dollars per item per transaction kinda thing.. so in the end paid about 30 ish dollars for all the transaction.. and FINALLY after all the requests and cheap flights... SETTLED! yippee going to gold coast on friday to monday 15-18 of august.. hahah :D holiday right smack in the middle of term.. which reminds me i have to do:
Chem catch up work,
Practise viola
Practise piano
Spesh homework
Eng essay
Eng transcription generic qns
study for Eng sac
practise mym pieces
pack room
pack bag for goldcoast
do chem checkpoints
Music performance essays
cook truffles! before cream expires -.-"
see so much WORK to do... and music tomorrow.. have to wake up early catch the 759 train at mitcham.. well 802 at nunawading and im gonna reach there ridiculously early, and freeze but not early enough to catch the earlier train.. cos GODAMM edmund wants to leave fcking early for his hockey game.. which I have zero tolerance for.. hockey starts at 835, and he wants to REACH there at 8.. its a bloody half an hour drive ish.. so we have to leave at 730 and i ll probs miss the earlier train cos we never leave at 730.. usually around 740.. and the train goes to nunawading at 742!!! and nunawadings exactly 7 minutes away.. oh well.. selfish little brother.. HALF AN HOUR EARLY for a stupid hockey match that only goes for 50 minutes!!!!! wtff.. and hes only a little KID and doesnt even treasure the attention he gets.. stays up late tonight reading story books and keeping mum up.. and wakes up early tomorrow.. and then mum gets bad tempered screams at everyone BUT him.. its always the case.. he puts her in a bad mood but never does anything to send her off the edge.. makes her yell at us for the slightest thing and then we ALL fight.. what a FRIKKING IDIOTIC UNREASONABLE SELFISH FCKING FAT ASS SHIT HEAD DICK FACE ASSHOLE! finally realised that.. after this thing has happened soo many times.. what a nice conclusion...