ME
There's this cute fat chipmunk,
who loves this nutty hunk.
He is quite a punk
in one shot my heart had sunk
YOU
My heart has never felt a thing,
Until I met this girl.
She made me laugh, she made me smile,
She overturned my world.
I never expected it to come this far,
it was a twist of fate.
Brought us together, forever and ever,
My one and only soulmate.
A ♥ C Forever =)
11:05 PM
Saturday, October 11, 2008
its my birthday today, but it sure doesnt feel like it.. i feel that something has changed.. and its not what it used to be anymore.. months ago,, or weeks ago.. everything was already different.. but i liked the past better, and today kinda reminded me a lot of the past, that i dearly miss.. like my closest friends in singapore who still remember my birthday today! :D and my close friends here who dont even say anything :( I dont want much in life.. but i i think i know whats missing.. its that happiness everyday, when i know that my friends are there for me.. and these 4 years i have just been missing that.. now i know why.. meanwhile all my friends in singapore move on because everyone gets so busy.. but yet im stuck here and i somehow just feel so empty.. resorting to shopping on a daily basis.. just to cure my loneliness.. its quite depressing actually.. and the only thing keeping me going is my music and the saturday MYM where i just feel settled in even though i dont know them really well.. i feel like they are a very caring bunch.. Somehow i just know something is missing from this life.. really miss the past.. but i know its time to move on.. took me ages to figure it out but now i know.. I thought it was over.. i tried to forget it.. but now its coming back all in one shot again.. and i dont know what to do :( i dont know if i should stay back.. or just go ahead with what i want to do.. and i know either way i ll just regret it.. okay im thinking maybe i shouldnt post this.. but i think i should.. and then im gonna tuck my lil sorry ass into bed and wish myself happy 18th! Gdnight!
8:28 PM
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
i have soo many things to worry about.. like that music essays that i have to do if not i pretty much lose 25 marks on the exam.. but i just cant get round to doing it.. :(:( and like that chemistry stuff where iahve to read up everything and cover loophopes.. and what about that spesh sac coming up.. and all the 7th chords in aural.. dominat minor major diminished half diminished.. and all those scales lydian dorian phrygian minor lydian> and what else.. loads of stuff.. i dno im just stressed i guess...
8:11 PM
okay i havent been blogging for ages.. but i feel the need to rant, more like to yell.. but this will do for now.. GRR that lil shit brother of mine :( decided to piss me offf soo badly, i had to use the internet, and my stupid laptop has a crappy internet connection so it was 1030.. and him and mum slept at 9pm so i didnt bother waking them up so i just hopped on HIS comp.. which is a one year old pretty much NEW windows XP DESKTOP while i have a 6 year OLD laptop that mum chucked on the floor cos shes an idiot.. so then my connections are all loose.. so my internet is shit! and edmund comes out all of a sudden and he goes.. sis, can you ask me when you use my comp.. what a dickhead.. and then he goes and tell mum.. mum sis dickhead and so he goes and tell mum and then the next day mum jumps at my throat for not giving him enough privacy, respect.. comon hes a 12 year old kid with a NEW computer.. i only had a computer to USE when i was in sec 2!!! what an IDIOT!!! and now its HIS comp> and since when did i get stuck with THIS shit SHIT
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SHIT!!! COMP!!!! FUCK IT!
