ME
There's this cute fat chipmunk,
who loves this nutty hunk.
He is quite a punk
in one shot my heart had sunk
YOU
My heart has never felt a thing,
Until I met this girl.
She made me laugh, she made me smile,
She overturned my world.
I never expected it to come this far,
it was a twist of fate.
Brought us together, forever and ever,
My one and only soulmate.
A ♥ C Forever =)
11:05 PM
Saturday, October 11, 2008
its my birthday today, but it sure doesnt feel like it.. i feel that something has changed.. and its not what it used to be anymore.. months ago,, or weeks ago.. everything was already different.. but i liked the past better, and today kinda reminded me a lot of the past, that i dearly miss.. like my closest friends in singapore who still remember my birthday today! :D and my close friends here who dont even say anything :( I dont want much in life.. but i i think i know whats missing.. its that happiness everyday, when i know that my friends are there for me.. and these 4 years i have just been missing that.. now i know why.. meanwhile all my friends in singapore move on because everyone gets so busy.. but yet im stuck here and i somehow just feel so empty.. resorting to shopping on a daily basis.. just to cure my loneliness.. its quite depressing actually.. and the only thing keeping me going is my music and the saturday MYM where i just feel settled in even though i dont know them really well.. i feel like they are a very caring bunch.. Somehow i just know something is missing from this life.. really miss the past.. but i know its time to move on.. took me ages to figure it out but now i know.. I thought it was over.. i tried to forget it.. but now its coming back all in one shot again.. and i dont know what to do :( i dont know if i should stay back.. or just go ahead with what i want to do.. and i know either way i ll just regret it.. okay im thinking maybe i shouldnt post this.. but i think i should.. and then im gonna tuck my lil sorry ass into bed and wish myself happy 18th! Gdnight!
