ME
There's this cute fat chipmunk,
who loves this nutty hunk.
He is quite a punk
in one shot my heart had sunk
YOU
My heart has never felt a thing,
Until I met this girl.
She made me laugh, she made me smile,
She overturned my world.
I never expected it to come this far,
it was a twist of fate.
Brought us together, forever and ever,
My one and only soulmate.
A ♥ C Forever =)
2:18 PM
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
there goes another year.. and what have i achieved.. hmm apart from all the pain inside me.. nothing else much.. i feel like im torn in 2.. everywhere torn in 2.. dont know where my heart is.. dont know what my head tells me to do.. i keep thinking about it every day, every moment.. and its just there, but no matter how much i think about it.. i just cant seem to see it clearly.. until i ve made my mistake. on a happier note, my bday was last sunday.. super fun day! dad actually came over for my concert on friday.. =) and then took me out to hunter valley and gosford ( where we went 10 years ago on our trip to sydney ) had a nice lunch, dinner, nice quality time spent together.. reminded me so much of whats missing now.. what could be my life.. I dont know what im doing in australia, what im doing here in sydney.. why im doing medicine.. why shouldnt i? its so stressful.. and difficult.. sometimes i just want to give up. but i knw i can make it! i can struggle on.. i just need some motivation, hunting for that now.. first in sg.. didnt like it, melbourne was so nice,, i was just getting into it, making my foundations in music as an accompanist, i just wished i didnt have to move, to give up music, and all my friends there. Im sure sydney will be just as good, but it ll take some time for me to settle in here, before having to move back to melbourne again =( but its not a bad thing, its just that moving here and there doesnt allow me to be with the one person that i love most =( and thats what tears my heart apart.
