Yay, things are getting back to normal, im slowly catching up with work, working throughout the week.. usually i dont do that, work only on saturdays, one day per week enough to clear a whole weeks worth of work.. not anymore, working super hard to try to get good grades.. well now im extremely happy with them.. but apparently not happy enough for some people :( siggh the world is so hard to please.. MAN! :(
Sigh, tmr another long day, got hospital 1230, lects till 11am, ccs 2-5.. no break in between hosp and ccs.. though it ll be good practise to talk to more patients.. reckon this tutor is pretty good =) mm.. so far im gettin quite comfy talking to patients, usually i nearly shit myself hAHHAH.. now its okay, and im getting better at taking bp too!! =D very accurate now =)=) hehe seems like i still enjoy being a doctor, i enjoy what i study.. so yeah.. i guess i really wanna stick with it.. its just that bit inbetween when i know that everything might just disappear, might as well do something that i can confirm finish.. well.. people take risks right? everyday, in the morning, waking up facing the day is a risk.. drinking, drugs are all risks. Doing medicine is a risk for me too.. putting in so much hard work, and not knowing at the day if i ll finish it or not.. sigghhh... :(:(:(
On a higher note, baby is coming to melbourne! =D IM SOO EXCITED!! >< you better train me up for frisbee i tell you, if i turn into a fat pig before uni games, i will SOOO KILL YOU! >< unigames is like the HIGHLIGHT of my year, the only thing tahts keeping me going here.. well frisbee in general is.. mm and its damm exp and i really wanna play well =) cause then i can make my other goals come true too! nationals =) and regionals next year.. haha.. =D regionals are very likely.. nationals.. well... we shall see =D=D im waiting for my soccer boots to come in.. heh heh.. =D=D
Mm.. finished my lecture for tonight, took me 3 hours to do it >< gawwdd talking to you, talking to another friend, and facebook, dl the game.. listening to music.. lol all distractions.. HAHA.. mm.. i cant wait to see you baby =D but i aint looking forward to NS.. you know when something's flying too fast into your face eg. frisbee disc, you tend to go backwards, shuffle back, and try to hope that it slows down.. same thing with your ns.. its flying at me so fast, another 5 more months.. and then 2 years of not seeing you.. sometimes i kinda think of backing out.. hoping that it will lessen the impact when it hits me.. and i fail to catch it.. or live with it.. it ll knock me over pretty bad :( and i cant imagine what its like for you.. cheryl seems to be dying already.. HAHAA ><
Mm.. i guess when things come, we shall have to deal with them one by one eyy.. =P like where im gonna be next year for starters.. and then where YOURE gonna be after ns.. then the whole NS thing.. GRRR >< stupid singapore.. add that to the pile of reasons why i hate singapore.. because they are taking my bf away from me :(:( for 2 years.. :(:( BUT! they are turning him into a total HUNK! =D heh! yippee! so i guess thanks?? LOL =P
haha okay its wayyyy past bedtime.. i SHOULD sleep.. =D
I love my fatty teddy =)
-C
